A year ago I had the privilege and honor of acting in a theater production of "Over the River and through the Woods". An awesome story and straight play that involves the main character Nick who is very close to his two sets of grandparents. Portraying this character, Nick, was great in that there were so many moments that hit home and were so real. I have never been a part of a production with an audience where I could see so many audience members moved by this story because anyone who has grandparents (literally everyone) could relate to this story. Nick breaking the news that he needs to leave them to pursue his career. Although the grandparents try to set Nick up with a local gal, his career which involves moving across the country is not deterred although your led to believe that he has found someone worth staying for.
With all that being said and why that story is very near to me, is that it is a celebration of those giants in our lives. Many of which we only know for a short time but they are so present formidable in our young lives that they have formed a lasting impression. I feel that our kids are really for our grandparents, not really sure why I feel that way but I do. I have been blessed to have two great men and women as grandparents in my life, so diverse in many ways but united in love that I feel from all
To all the memories I wish I could share, I am glad that I have them.
Wow! Where do I even begin with this film. Recently, I signed up for filmstruck, a huge collection of films dating back to the earliest days of cinema and even some modern day classics. I stumbled upon this film, not sure why, maybe the title itself and I had an hour to see it. It was made in France in 1966. This film, about a girl from West Africa, looking for work and being absolutely joyful when she starts working for a white family taking care of their kids. This film offers so much perspective and culture! I am blown away at the storytelling this director chose, you fall in love with Diouana and her desire to work, to make something of herself, to be an individual, yet, as this story progresses she begins to realize a self worth that eventually ends in a sad, heart wrenching twist. There is one scene that stuck out to me that says so much! When Diouana is looking for work in a higher scale building in Dakar, West Africa, she is denied many times for maid positions and as a door closes on her another door opens in the hallway and as she walks down, two young girls, black and white are arm and arm laughing and skipping past her down the hallway and she glances. Don't we do that today, we acknowledge and "glance" what it takes to live peacefully but do we really want it?
This film got me thinking about today's world, where we are at when it comes to work-life and "domestic slavery" as a character in this film put it. She was with a man in Africa but extremely excited to go to France to "work". Her boyfriend wondered why she would want "domestic slavery". Near the end when Diouana gets enough courage to realize that she is not going to be treated with disrespect, she takes back a gift that she gave the family in the beginning, an authentic tribal mask, and even offered 20,000 francs which translates to $20,000 or so dollars in US currency. She refuses! A triumphant scene. "Never will I be a slave." "I did not come here for the apron or the money."
I love older films, they are a part of our society that needs a desperate comeback, instead of agenda pushing material that is so blatantly obvious which comes by a lot these day, it is rare to find slow films that make your brain actually have to work. Think about that, brains that actually work! If you want your brain to start working and thinking, watch older films, they come from a time where pacing was less but they always offer more.
Introduced the kids to an old device and way of life where you took photos and didn't have the instant gratification of seeing your photo. You had to wait! Yes, wait. something that is becoming a "sin" in today's fast paced world. Enjoy!
Took the Whole Dan family out to Pine Valley to see some snow and Baker Dam reservoir, oh yeah and I shot on a JVC camcorder cause there was an extra tape lying around to film on. Can't shoot on a 1990's camcorder without some 1990's style music. Enjoy!
Well here is my first original out there in the inter-verse. "See" is a song that helped me get through some struggles with feelings of inadequacy and hopelessness. I've only played the ukulele since 2013 and have enjoyed every minute of it. I purchased the Baritone ukulele a year or so ago and really dig the sound and vibe it creates. For some reason, there has never been a huge desire to play a regular acoustic guitar or even electric guitar. I've played drums since I was 14 and the trumpet briefly for maybe 6 months (wouldn't be able to hold a note on a trumpet now ;) ).
For me, there are a lot of times I feel that I am misunderstood whether by a tone in my voice, or the sheer over-confidence in things where I am trying to hide how scared to death I am. People come and go in our lives and that needs to be just ok. Sometimes, people who we think are going to be the best of friends end up not. And, the people you never think you could be friends end up being true inspirations in your life.
I know that mental health and depression is running rampant these days. I want this song to reach those who feel lonely, down or hopeless. Struggles come and go just like waves in the ocean, don't focus on the crashes but enjoy the beauty that surrounds. You are not alone.